Fought through the urges last night, something that was always so difficult for me, and I’m really proud of myself
So beyond triggered right now. I’m trying so hard to stay strong, so so hard.
one of my friends, kissed my scars today and it was such a memorable moment for me. People don’t realize how people who self harm need things like that to feel loved and cared about. No ones ever done that to me before and I almost started to cry after she did that. I just felt so cared about, it’s kind of an indescribable moment. It just meant so much I had to write about it.
I’ve used bio oil and various scar creams..it takes a long time but eventually they will fade!
As each day that goes by, they keep fading, and I keep getting stronger.
Demi Lovato - Give Me Love (iHeartRadio Live)
I hate that I get so sad and upset at this time of night. I’m not okay.
why is it that everyone can be an asshole towards me and that’s perfectly fine but the minute i have had enough and act like an asshole its all of a sudden not okay
I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!!!
I honestly can’t get myself to like him. I wouldn’t care if he walked out of my life right now. I kind of wish he would to be honest.
My relationship with my dad is never going to be okay. I HATE him.